28th July 2014 / Monday
Nithyanandeshwara Samaarambhaam
Nithyanandeshwari Madhyamaam |
Asmath Aachaarya Paryanthaam
Vandhey Guru Paramparaam ||
I welcome all of you with My love and blessings.
Today I’ll expand on Completion. You may think, “Swamiji has spoken so mich on completion, what has He to add?” I have something to add! Hahaha.
I have something to add. Please listen. Just few days before, when all of you were going through some of the heavy incompletions, reliving them and relieving them, completing them, actually, when I sit here, I sit holding all of you. Please listen. Shiva Sutras very clearly describe even if an enlightened master holds the space of Advaitha for you, you complete all your incompletions and you achieve miracles in your life, you cause your reality by causing miracles in your life. Beautifully, Shiva Sutra puts it, whether healing a physical disease or manifesting the life as you want, if an enlightened master holds the space for you, means, holds you in the space of His consciousness like mother holding a child, mother holding a baby inside the womb, when He holds the space of Advaitha for you, you may jump here, there, do this, that, do it rightly or wrongly, but you’ll break all your incompletions in His space because end of the day, you are in His space. You can keep with right hand, left hand, you may even fall, but you will fall in His lap! So when an enlightened master holds His space for you, consciously, you go through all your incompletions smoothly and complete and be relieved. So whenever I sit here, I’ll hold all of you into that space. I program it automatically, and then I sit silently, or sit with some other job, but I’ll be sitting. This time, when I was sitting, I just suddenly thought, I wanted to exactly see, the depth and detail what happens in your physiological system, see physical is different, physiological is different, psychological is different; the psychological effect we know what happens after the completion in your mind, we know all that. What happens after the Completion even in your physiology we know it; I wanted to know exactly what is happening, how the fire is melting the butter- butter is your incompletion, fire is my space- how when I hold the space for you, your incompletions melt down, I just wanted to see, how it melts and becomes ghee. At one point there’ll be a soung chchchchch, whooooosh, I wanted to know where in your system that sound is coming. Where the consciousness, the completion, melts your incompletion, and you melt, you become complete, where it happens, how it happens. So I decided to look into some of the disciples inner space. But as an enlightened ethics, I cannot look in, I cannot enter unless you permit. But a good thing I have a few thanedars, kotharis and mahants who never put gate, they just ask Me to come in any time and clean what needs to be cleaned; for whom I am a permanent scavanger, permanent cleaner. I decide through them I’ll look in and see what happens in their system.
Please understand, this is one of the biggest revelation which is going to help all of you and millions who are coming for complete completing in a very simple and beautiful way. The scanning I did during the time of past life regression; if you did other IA’s you’ll know this is the first time after completion I’ll have you sit for past life before going for lunch, that was the time I was scanning. Whenever the past life memories open up, there’ll be heavy incompletions. Like suddenly you discover a wound with so much of pus. So I was looking into many of our ten specimens of various type and started looking in, how this Me holding the space of Advaitha melts those pains and incompletions away and relieves them. Please listen, this is the key word: whenever you are sitting for Completion, just sit with that heaviness on you. Whatever heaviness you feel as incompletion, if you see one part of you is always a tantrum-throwing child, it does not want life, it does not want work, it does not want responsibility, it does not want society, completion, yoga, it just wants to cry, throw tantrum, it juuuust, it is like a mother holding a child but the child is kicking “leave me, leave me,” where are you going? “I don’t know,” What is your goal? “I don’t know.” No, that part of you is tantrum throwing child; just sit with that child, decide you are like this, I am like this, let us just sit together. Don’t bring your grown-up intelligence to complete with it, just sit with that child. Tell yourself clearly: there is part of you which is already tasted completion and complete; there is part of you which is tantrum throwing child, it wants to break everything. House need to be cleaned- no. Job need to be attending- no, I am quitting. Car need to be cleaned- no, I am junking it! Have to go to school- no, I am bunking. Do completion- no, I don’t want to. Just throws tantrum, doesn’t want to do anything. Let you sit with your completion one side, other side the tantrum throwing child. It doesn’t want to do anything with your intelligence, just it wants to say I am on strike. Alright, let’s go sit in the street and protest, “No, I don’t want to.” In India Communist fellows doesn’t know anything but striking! At least the village I’ve seen, all the time, these 20-30 fellows will be standing in the street shouting. For a time, I was thinking it is like a ritual; they are worshipping their own God. Then later on I came to know they are doing some protest. I asked what protest they are doing, and found every day some different department. I asked, then why the same people are always coming? Only same people are herd- they are like professional protesters. Give them the slogan one day before, they’ll memorize and come and scream, and these professional protestors.
Please understand, inside alll of us, there is a professional protesting, tantrum throwing child, which protests even against the protest. After protesting two days, I want to lie down all the time in the bed; after two days, I cannot even lie down in the bed, everything is burning, I want to do something, alright, then let’s go to the office, temple, mall... no, I don’t want to do any of that. No I don’t want to lie down, it is suffocating. That tantrum-throwing child should never be handled logically. Please listen: do not ever try to have a conversation with the tantrum-throwing child. The more conversation you have, more frustrated you will become, because the tantrum throwing child is not debating with you, he is protesting against you. So the more you engage the child in dialogue, more you try to engage in conversation, the more you will become frustrated, more the tantrum throwing child will become empowered.
Listen, listen. If there is a light in front of that light I am doing some shadow games, moving fingers, through the shadows they tell stories, in this shadow game, one lion and one deer, both of them are fighting, the lion is attacking the deer, you feel compassion and just want to save the deer from the lion. What’s the best way? Switch off the light! Don’t try to strengthen the deer; don’t try to supply weapons to the deer. Don’t give rifle to the deer. Don’t attack the lion, that’;; be stupid- you’ll be attacking your own hand! Just switch off the light, then the whole shadow game loses it’s power. Same way, that tantrum throwing child in you in empowered when you engage in debate, reason with that child, if you tell “come on, you don’t want to go to office, work in the house, do completion,” that is what empowers the child. You considering the child as an entity, you trying to complete with it,deal with it, empowers the tantrum throwing child. Leads to frustration of that tantrum throwing child, and of you- frustration of you. Only thing you need to do: just sit, yes, part of me is a tantrum throwing child is like a butter on the fire, the fire is Me in space of completion. Just sit. Don’t have the greed the tantrum throwing child should melt away immediately; don’t have the fear what that stupid child is going to do. When you sit in the banks of Ganga, silently, automatically, there’ll be rain, shine, Ganga raising up, down, you will be cleaned. Even if you don’t enter in and take bath; just sit on the space of your completion with the tantrum throwing child which is part of you. Suddenly you will see the tantrum throwing child just melts away; after two-three days, you will not even be able to remember the part of you which is always throwing tantrum. Understand? The lesson I learned from the session, I wanted all of you to do that process, this is one of the core truth about Completion. Finally, the part of you which does not even want to do completion, which is professional protestor, I’ll call him as a Com-man, communist man; com-child. A Commy Child.
I remember, this group of protestors, every day somehow they will cook up some agenda and protest. One day they were shouting and protesting government was making roads, they were putting jelly and tar on it and all that, so the workers, they told, please stand ten feet this side, we will have to make road there. Immediately they started screaming they are putting road where we are protesting- the poor workers got frightened and they did not do the road on that ten feet, just left it and put the road everywhere else. Next day, those same protesters came back and protested they did not make the road in that one spot! And again next day they were there, seeing, “See, government has not made the road in this spot!” There is no limit for their stupidity! The same group was trying to protest when I went to Tiruvannamalai once to the temple; I know every one of them by name, and for last 25-30 years only they have been doing this same job. They all have become old now, they are 50-60, but they do this same as a job.
Listen: their agenda was to protest when I am entering into the temple to show black flag. Stupidity. I said, don’t worry, these stupid fellows never come to temple, they don’t know there are multiple entries. So they were standing at main entrance only screaming, screaming; they came to know I had already entered! Then they sent one messenger to Me, asking, how did I enter. So in My own mischievous, mystical way, I said, “Enter? I am always here!” I laughed; the fun doesn’t end here. They kept there, standing to protest when I exit, the police told Me they are standing waiting. I said don’t worry- I know their salary- 3 hours, 300 rupees, it has been 2 and a half hours, give it half hour, they will go for their next protest. It is their usual shift- you wait for their next half hour. The police came back and said, “Swamiji, they are not there!” They went away! Because they don’t have any enmity against Me to protest; it is 300 rupee, and they have been hired, three hours over, they have gone away. Then the guy who hired them came screaming, “Hey- come back! Till Swamiji leaves, I’ll extend!” They said, “No, too late- we are going for our next protest; you should have booked two shifts!” Understand, all of us carry that professional protesting child, who just doesn’t like anything, doesn’t want anything, doesn’t feel home with anything, only wants to break everything- marriage, family, job, house, spirituality, completion- break it! Anything it see, it just want to break it! It just want to break it, that’s all! Sit with that child, knowing clearly, your completion is powerful enough, when you sit with that child AS the child, don’t even try to complete the child- yes, this is the way, part of me is- just sit with the child, don’t even think, plan, to complete the child. Don’t think to relive, relieve, all that; not even a completion process. Just sit with the child and know very clearly your completion space will melt down the child. You will see, like a butter melting down. The incompletion suddenly, in like a fraction of a second, the heaviness, load, of the child is not even there- not even melted, evaporated! It doesn’t even die and leave it’s dead body, it just gets evaporated! I saw that day, the moment I started holding My space of Advaitha, I could see like in the hot pan, the moment you put the hot butter it becomes ghee in seconds, these guys incompletions just got evaporated! In a hot pan, you put a handful of ice, it’ll become steam- same way, these guys, the tantrum throwing child is just evaporated! The Advaithic space is not My property; understand, I’m a wholesale dealer, but it is not My own property- all of you have it. All of you have that inside you. So decide to sit with your Advaithic space, and with your tantrum-throwing child. Actually, you are nothing but the fight between your tantrum throwing child and the Advaithic space. Unfortunately, you think you own the child because he makes more noise, and the Advaithic space is so quiet, it is like he is not there. Sit with the clarity, your Advaithic space will melt down, the tantrum throwing child will just evaporate, it will not be there any more.
Today I wanted all of you to do this process: take at least 21 minutes and sit. Of course, all the IA participants, you will be sitting, and we will be doing different levels of completion. But all the satsangees, don’t miss this process: sit with yourself for 21 minutes and do this Completion. Now, maybe during the Kalpataru process itself, all over the world, you can do this process of Completion! So I’ll start the Kalpataru process now.
