9th May

9th May 2014 / Friday

Nithyanandeshwara Samaarambhaam

Nithyanandeshwari Madhyamaam |

Asmath Aachaarya Paryanthaam

Vandhey Guru Paramparaam ||

I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsanghis, Shrimahants, Mahants, Kotharis, Thanedars sitting with us all over the world through Nithyananda TV, Sadhna TV, two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha.

Cities sitting with us in two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha: Nithyananda Nagara-Bidadi, Nithyananda Nagar-Tiruvannamalai, Nithyananda Nagaramu-Hyderabad, Peethadeeshwaris Training Centre-Salem, Nithyananda University-Los Angeles, Nithyananda University-Paris, Hyderabad-Gupta Kashi, Singapore-Singapuram, Charlotte-Srisailam, Oklahoma-Somanatham, Houston-Kalahasti, Ohio-Prayag, San Jose-Madurai, Penang-Tirupparamkundram, Toronto-Kailasam, Scottsdale-Arizona, St. Louis-Tirumala, Seattle-Chidambaram, Gyaneshwor-Nepal, Jorpati-Nepal, Hong Kong-Sirkazhi, Dubai-Vaidyanatham, Indrani-New Jersey, Tuen Mun-Hong Kong, Johns Creek-Georgia, High Point-North Carolina, Austin, Grasse-France, London-Kashi, Rajapalayam-Dhyanapeetam.....................

With this, I welcome all of you with my love and blessings.

Some more cities are joining.  Halifax Canada.....................

I welcome all of you with my love and blessings.

Today I will expand on Living Advaitha.

Today, ninth day of Meenakshi Brahmotsava!  Let us bow down to Meenakshi.  Let us have darshan of Meenakshi.  I will take a few minutes to explain this programme.  Then I will enter into Living Advaitha.

Yesterday coronation (of Meenakshi).  Today she goes around all the ten directions conquering them.  You need to understand this, even if you get the kingdom from your father as your inheritance, after the coronation you have to go around all the ten directions to establish your authority.  If you are not able to establish your authority, anybody who declares independence, they are independent.  So, whenever the kingdom moves from father to son or daughter as inheritance, they themselves have to go around and establish their authority; means, they have to prove their qualifications.  Just because of the family, you cannot inherit.  In India, till Independence, it was not family inheritance.  In Hindu tradition, just because your father was a king, you cannot be a king.  Just because of your family, you cannot become.  You will have to establish your credibility.

So, yesterday was the coronation, and today Devi goes around all the ten directions and establishes her authority.  By tomorrow morning sunrise, she reaches Kailasha and sees Mahadeva.  She conquers Nandi.  Mahadeva has to come to fight with her directly.  The moment she sees Mahadeva, she understands she is his “ardhaangi”, the realization of “ardhaangi” happens.  Then, by tomorrow evening the marriage ceremony.  Mahadeva says, ‘Go to Madurai.  I will come there and marry you with all your relatives.’  Then Mahadeva comes there with all his bhoota ganas, and the whole Madurai gets frightened seeing the Shiva Ganas.  Then Mahadeva takes a very beautiful, handsome form.  That form only is called as “Sundareshwara”, “Lord of Beauty and Grace”. 

So, tomorrow, before sunset, the marriage happens.  This is the story.

So, today, Devi is going around all the ten directions and establishing her authority.  That is what you are seeing. 

Great!  Let us move to Living Advaitha.  Listen!

I wanted to make these few statements on Living Advaitha, the teamily process in which I am guiding all of you.  The more and more violence you cherish, the more and more you become pieces, disintegrated and useless to yourself and others.  Listen!  Never ever believe, out of ignorance or innocence people become useless.  No!  Only out of cunningness, people become useless!  It is a law of life!  If somebody is not useful to themselves and others, be very clear, it is intense violence they are cherishing.  See, in the land when there is no water and it becomes too hot, it breaks and gives way, goes to pieces.  Same way, in the Being when there is too much of violence, heat, it gets disintegrated. 

I tell you, not once or twice, thousands of times I have seen, whether it is Thanedars, Kotharis or Mahants, whenever I see inefficiency, I see a deep anger inside them, arrogance, feeling that they need to be given more in everything.  I never accept innocence or ignorance with inefficiency.  It is a deep violence and anger and arrogance.  So, listen!  This is the law of life.  This is the law of life.  You cannot debate with it.  You cannot fight with it.  You cannot change it.  There is nothing even to accept it. 

Yesterday I received an email from St. Louis Mahant about trying to show she is so weak, innocent, and her sobbing stories, crying stories.  The moment I received the mail and read it, I told the Shrimahant, ‘Tell her to come out of her violence, arrogance, anger.’  My Shrimahant said, ‘I can never imagine she can be violent and angry.  She is so soft, soft-spoken, smooth, silent, peaceful.’  I said, ‘No!  This is the spiritual advice!’

I tell you, anywhere, anywhere, this is the law of life.  Get it!  Anywhere you see people carrying impossibility, dry, cannot relate with the reality of life.  Please understand, whenever you relate with the reality of life joyfully, auspicious things simply happen around you.  Even in my Sangha, some of these fellows, they try to show they are very spiritual and try to live aloof life.  I tell them, ‘No!’  Complete arrogance!  If the people around you, who see you, live around you, if they cannot celebrate your presence, you are completely infected with intense violence. 

Be very clear, people should be able to celebrate your presence.  If people around you celebrate your presence, you are a Sannyasi.  Otherwise, you just live in your arrogant shell.  You need to do a lot of Completion.  I tell you, please understand, these are some of the laws of life, but these are truths!  Your body should celebrate your presence inside it.  Your stomach should bless you after you give it food.  If, afterwards, you feel tired, heavy, uncomfortable, be very clear, you are not eating for your body, you are eating for your tongue!  A few inch muscle can destroy your whole life!  Your body should celebrate your presence inside it.  The people around you should celebrate your presence in their life.  Somehow, this not being in tune with life is considered as one of the spiritual qualities, or it is tolerated. 

Please understand, you should not accumulate wealth immorally, adharmically.  But, if you are not able to generate whatever wealth you need to fulfil your mission, there is something seriously wrong in you; your goal is not as you declared, there is hypocrisy in it; there is a strong inauthenticity, cheating.  I tell you, just if one body and one mind is integrated to one goal, the Cosmos can never say, ‘No!’, even if the goal is so-called “wrong”!  If the body and mind is integrated to the goal, authentic to the goal, the Cosmos has to simply say, ‘Thathaasthu’! 

From Tiruvannamalai Mahant they gave a mail, ‘I am not able to run the ashram.  Too many staff.  No income.  I will drop the staff.’  I just told him, ‘Drop this pattern of “how much I can do”, and look around.  You will see that what you need will immediately be there!’  By evening I received a mail, ‘Yes, I dropped the pattern “how much I can do” and looked around.  There were people already giving what I wanted!’ 

Understand, what you call as your practical problems are nothing but arrogance, abusive behaviour towards life, constantly imagining that by retaining your arrogance, incompletions, you can be successful.  Understand, the law of life does not work that way.  It is only with Completion, establishing yourself in the space of Completion, anything great can express through you.  Immediately we start thinking, ‘No, no, no.  There are millionaires, billionaires.  Are they all in Completion or what?  When they all can accumulate what they want, why not me?’  First thing, how do you know they are not in Completion?  May be they built the Completion in the past births.  That is why they are able to handle that huge responsibility in this birth.  They built enough space in the space of Completion.  Or, if they don’t have Completion, wealth may be around them, but they may not be living it.  The zeros growing in bank is not wealth.  The heroism you feel inside you is wealth.  The possibility you feel inside you is wealth.  Even if there is billions and billions in the bank, trillions in the bank, if you are not carrying the possibility in your Being, I don’t call it as wealth.  If you are carrying the possibility and just making what you want happen and go on, I call that as wealth.

Deep down, the violence and arrogance you carry is responsible for keeping you away from people and happening.  Understand, life is a great happening.  It is a constant Utsava, celebration, from morning till night.  You just need to drop your frustration.  Life is literally Varanasi!  It is a celebration always!  If you see the people coming in, it is fascinating.  If you see the dust they leave and go, it is frustrating.  Now, it is your responsibility to remove all the frustrating things and make the place more and more fascinating.  Same way, in your life!  If you are constantly stuck with some of the failures which you created and don’t want to complete, life is frustrating.  And if you decide to stand up and complete, life is fascinating.  Understand, whether it is fascinating or frustrating, life is life!  Life is life!  If you are ready to fall in tune with life, you are ready to complete with it, it will become more and more fascinating. 

So, the first thing, stop cherishing constant anger and violence, feeling life is not just.  The more and more you cherish ‘Life is not just!  Life is adharmic!  Life does not give my right!  It is not equal to all!’, the more and more you cherish this idea, the more and more you will develop anger and violence, and more and more you will become dry.  When you become more and more dry, you will be broken to more and more pieces, and when you are broken to more and more pieces, you will become more and more powerless, and exactly you will become what you thought – dirt!  Exactly you will become what you thought as you – dirt!  Now what I said is vicious circle.  Now I will present the virtuous circle: Start cherishing, ‘No....life has done so many things to me.  I was not ready to take it up responsibly.’  Then, naturally, the first seed will start happening.  Cherish it more and more with responsibility and Completion.  You will see the seed grows, becomes a plant; the plant grows, becomes a tree; the tree grows and gives the fruit.  The fruit that the tree delivers is Living Advaitha!

When you celebrate the life happening in you, first thing, your body will be so happy.  Next, the joy will be such, the people around you will start feeling you are such a strong presence.  When people around you celebrate you, understand, everything you call as LIFE will simply happen!  Your body celebrating your presence is “Health”!  People around you celebrating your presence is Wealth, Relationship, Fulfilment, Life, everything!  In this teamily process, both will happen!  Your body will also celebrate your presence.  Your body celebrating your presence is “Health”.  Your mind celebrating your presence is “Bliss”.  People around you celebrating your presence is “Life”.  The teamily process will teach you that.    

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To all the visitors, viewers, listeners, wherever, whenever you are cherishing impossibility, first thing you need to do is dropping the violence, anger, you carry inside you about life.  Even if you think, ‘Ohhhh...how much I can do?’, then just die!  That’s all!  Do you want that?  Then why are you living “Indian divorce”?  This “Indian divorce” is a unique lifestyle!  Neither you are married actually, nor you are separated legally!  You live your life, she lives her life, kids live their life!  And when she goes for her dinner, she leaves a note, ‘I am going for dinner with my friends.  Your dinner is in the Cook Book, page #42.  The ingredients are available in Reliance Fresh!’  The “Indian divorce”!  (Reliance Fresh is a major grocery retail chain in India).  Don’t have “Indian divorce” with life!  Either live happily, otherwise disappear!  You can take another one body!  When I say “disappear”, I don’t mean commit suicide.  You cannot commit suicide.  In Hindu tradition, suicide is not allowed.  In our dharma, suicide is not allowed.  Then the only way is, as long as you have the body you have to live.  You yourself don’t have the right to destroy your body.  Actually, there is no option.  You just have to make it happen because you took the body.  Don’t live “Indian divorce” with life, understand.  I just want to repeat this word: Don’t live “Indian divorce” with life! 

Indian marriages happen for so many reasons other than love. I can say, almost if there are two-hundred reasons why you married whom you married, and pen down, other than love, everything will be there!  One man says, ‘I got married because I was tired of cooking, cleaning the home, and washing clothes.’  The other man says, ‘Amazing!  I got divorced for the same reason!’  Arrey, if you are tired of cooking, cleaning, and washing clothes, you should buy a washing machine, dish washer, and vacuum cleaner!  You don’t need to get married for it!  HAHAHAHAHAHA!  I don’t want to get too deep into it. 

Same way, don’t treat life like that.  Constant nagging!  Constantly if you tell, ‘Life is unjust!  Life is unjust!  I am not given what I want!  I am not given what I am qualified for!  This does not work!   That does not work!’, even Kaalabhairava will spit on you!  Thooo!!  Like a constantly nagging baby!  Who wants? 

Behave with life like a friend.  You don’t cry all the time to your friend.  You know what kind of a face you should show to your friend.  Show the same face to your own Being.  Even to yourself, don’t be a constant, frightened child to yourself.  Complete with it!  Get rid of that identity!  Build yourself authentically!  Don’t constantly be a frightened baby.

The first step in Living Advaitha is to get rid of fear.  Please understand, your fear is not cute.  It is nothing but your own violence which you don’t want to accept as violence, because you thinking you have violence is too much!  Fear is a coat, sugar-coat done on violence. 

There is a beautiful verse by a great saint from Tamil Nadu, Manickavaasagar.  He sings, ‘People who carry inside a deep violence, but believe that they have fear, O, Mahadeva, let me be afraid of them and keep them away from me.’ 

First complete with that frightened child inside you.  Show yourself as a friend to you.  Let you seeing you bring tremendous confidence to you.  Even when you go to a temple, when you go to a God, Guru, the way you carry you and present you to them, they should feel YOU ARE THE OFFERING you are offering to them, not a few bananas and coconut!  Who wants that?  I see the person who brings, not what is brought.  Nothing can be brought to me, understand?  Nothing can be brought to me!  Neither I enjoy nor I lack.  Neither I enjoy what is brought to me, nor I lack if I want anything.  Please understand, I am making this statement with all my integrity and authenticity.  Neither I enjoy what is brought to me, nor I lack if I want something.  It is the person who brings, the being you bring, not even the body and mind which brings!  No!  The Being which brings! 

Don’t have that “Indian divorce relationship” with life. 

People come and ask me, ‘What is the secret of a happy marriage, Swamiji?’

I tell them, ‘The secret of a happy marriage remains a secret!’  HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Listen!  When you start thinking for the whole teamily – the homework which I gave you yesterday – the first thing you need to do is, Complete and drop your violence, anger towards you and others, and the impossibility.  All impossibility grows out of violence.  All powerlessness grows out of violence.  And don’t think your tantrums are going to be treated by life as cute.  No!  Tantrums are dealt only with “gadhas”; means, mace!  Tantrums are not dealt with candy in life.  May be your parents would have dealt with your tantrums with candy, but life is not going to deal with your tantrums with candy.  Your parents were inefficient, and they were in a hurry to do something, so they just wanted to silence you.  And they threw what you want, when you threw a tantrum.  They have no time to spend with you.  But life has a lot of time to spend with you.  Your tantrums are going to be handled only by mace, not by candy, be very clear.  So, stop throwing tantrum.  Throwing tantrum is not cute.  Cherishing violence and fear is what is “throwing tantrum towards life”.  That is not cute, and life does not enjoy it.  Complete with it and decide to cause the reality of your teamily.

So, you will continue to do this homework till tomorrow.  Yesterday I gave you this homework.  I gave you forty-eight hours time.  So, till tomorrow’s satsangh, you will continue to do this homework.  This homework is not for the Inner Awakening participants.  Inner Awakening participants, I am guiding you through the Inner Awakening sessions.  This is for the satsanghis.  Satsanghis are the people, devotees who are attending the satsanghs every day.  Actually, without even attending Inner Awakening, I am leading them also into the same Living Advaitha process by small, small, small processes, step by step by step.  See, in Inner Awakening, you go through fifty-seven processes and twenty-two initiations.  The same fifty-seven processes I made it into hundred processes and offer it through the satsangh freely for the people to learn from their house itself.  But, unfortunately, initiation they cannot have.  For that they should come here physically. 

So, with this, the punchline of today’s satsangh: Whether you decide to fight or flight, the frightened child inside you is wrong, not cute.  Complete with it.  Your tantrum towards life is not going to be handled with candy; it is only going to be handled with mace.  So, complete with your fear and violence.  Both are not cute, be very clear about it.  Powerlessness is punished.  So, be very clear, powerlessness is punished.  So, complete with it.  In life, law of life, powerlessness is not helped, sympathized, empathized; it is punished.  You are given the knowledge to get out of powerlessness.  If you are not ready to apply and use it and get out of it, then you are punished.  Don’t get into that vicious circle. 

Please understand, whatever I am saying is law of life.  Whether you give the title “It is bad” or “It is good”, nobody is there to receive the title, because life is YOU!  Any title you give, you can paste it on your forehead, because the title belongs to YOU!  Any title you want give to life, “good” or “bad”, “right” or “wrong”, “just” or “unjust”, please stick it on your forehead, because that is where it belongs.  The title you are giving to life is for YOU!  Just understand the simple truths of life and tune yourself to it.  That’s all!

Let us move to the Kalpataru process. 

Whoever has come for Kalpataru Darshan in Ananda Vana, and all over the world, pick up paper and pen.  Pen down the one desire you want to cause as reality, and all the incompletions you have around that thought.  Please start.

(After a few minutes.....................)

Yes...now please sit straight.  Close your eyes.  Complete with all the incompletions you are carrying and drop them.  Hold on to the space, hold on to the visualization you want to cause as reality.  Namah Shivaya!

KALPATARU MEDITATION IN PROGRESS.....................

Thathaasthu!  I bless you all!  The space you carry, let it become reality!  The visualization you carry, let it become reality!  I bless you all!  Let you all radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching and Causing eternal bliss, Nithyananda!  Thank you!

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8th May

8th May 2014 / Thursday

Nithyanandeshwara Samaarambhaam

Nithyanandeshwari Madhyamaam |

Asmath Aachaarya Paryanthaam

Vandhey Guru Paramparaam ||

I welcome all of you with my love and respects.  I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsanghis, Shrimahants, Mahants, Kotharis, Thanedars who are sitting with us all over the world at this time through Nithyananda TV, Lotus TV, Sadhna TV, and two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha. 

Cities sitting with us in two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha: Peethadeshwaris Training Centre-Salem, Charlotte-Srisailam, Nithyananda Nagara-Bidadi, Nithyananda Nagar-Tiruvannamalai, Nithyananda Nagaramu-Hyderabad, Tiruvanmiyur-Chennai, Tuen Mun-Hong Kong, Simi Valley-California, Gyaneshwor-Nepal, Ohio-Prayag, Seattle-Chidambaram, San Jose-Madurai, Toronto-Kailasam, Vancouver-Bhubaneshwar, Jorpati-Nepal, Houston-Kalahasti, Austin-Texas, Guadeloupe-Rameshwaram.....

More and more cities are joining.

.....Nithyananda University-Los Angeles, Nithyananda University-Paris, Hyderabad-Gupta Kashi, Singapore-Singapuram.....

More and more cities are joining.  As they join, may be, later on I will try to get their names.....

.....Winston-Salem-North Carolina, Halifax-Canada, Hong Kong-Sirkazhi, and Ananda Vana vaasis.....

I welcome all of you with my love and respects.

Today, the eighth day of the Meenakshi Brahmotsavam.  Mahadeva and Devi are gracing here in Ananda Vana, and in Bidadi.  Let us offer our respects to them.

Today, the coronation of Meenakshi, the utsava is celebrated in Nithyananda Nagara-Bidadi.  Evening 7 pm Indian Standard Time, coronation of Meenakshi as the Queen of the whole Universe is done.  Devi Pattabhishekam, the coronation for Mahadevi, in Nithyananda Nagara-Bidadi, and in San Jose-Madurai, the Devi’s coronation will be happening.  The auspicious timing is evening 7 o’clock.  So, all the cities will be joining in two-way to have Meenakshi’s darshan.  Not the Ananda Vana vaasis; we may be having our programme.  May be, the video record can be played later on whenever we get time.  Great!

Let us move to today’s satsangh.

LIVING ADVAITHA!

Some more cities have joined. There are many regular ones: Camus-Hong Kong, Indrani-New Jersey, Devon-UK.  I think they are the regular ones.  Tallahassee-Florida....

I welcome all of you with my love and respects.

I gave a few days’ time for the Living Advaitha process participants for the homework, the homework of penning down the reality you want to cause, and each one in your teamily, the reality they want to cause, share it with the whole teamily.

Listen!  Incarnation is the person who makes the ultimate spiritual truth psychologically easy to practice in every Age.  Listen!  In every Age, the human-beings’ psychology changes.  Your fears change, your love changes, your greed changes, your pain changes, your difficulties change, your comfort changes.  See, in the time of Rama, the fear of people was animals, demons.  That is why he has to be all the time with bow and arrow and he has to show himself as master of bow and arrow.  But, now, we don’t need bow and arrow, because, through bow and arrow, I cannot protect any of you.  Forget about protecting me, I cannot protect any of you, because our fears have changed, our pains have changed.  It is no more the wild animals threatening us.  We are threatening their existence!  It is no more our fear.  Our fears have changed.  Demons don’t come with big teeth; they come with OB van!  I am not saying all OB vans are demons.  Listen!  So, our fears have changed, our pains have changed, our comforts have changed, our way of thinking has changed. 

In every Age, please listen, if these seven items change, means –

·         our greed,

·         our fear,

·         our concerns, worries,

·         and the way what we think as life,

·         and the comparison, the way we compare,

·         and our identity,

·         and our satisfaction of life; means, our lifestyle.

These seven, all these seven are related to your seven Energy Centres, Chakras.  If these seven change, if all these seven change, one Age has changed, one Yuga is over.  Please understand, I am defining Yuga.  If these seven change, one new Yoga has happened.  In every Yuga, your psychology functions in a different way. 

I will repeat: 

·         Your desire – Mooladhara,

·         Your fears – Swadishtana,

·         Your concerns – Manipuraka,

·         What you think as love, what you love – Anahata,

·         With which you compare yourself – Vishuddhi,

·         Your identity, with what you identify yourself – Ajna,

·         Lifestyle – Sahasrara,

if these seven change, one Yuga changes, one Age is over. 

In every Age, naturally your psychology functions in a different way.  Beings who happen in every Age and make the ultimate principles, Advaitha, user-friendly, easily applicable, easily practiseable in your day-to-day life, are “incarnations”.    

This whole teamily process, making you experience Advaitha with people around you, with your body.....  Please understand, I am not lying.  You can actually make your organs listen to you!  You can just say, ‘Hey, liver, what, from today morning you are doing some gada bada, gada bada!  Heal yourself!’  Or your heart: ‘What are you up to?  Why are you so fast?  Get settled!’  You can talk to them.  They will listen to you.  Just a little Completion is required for that.  That’s all.  You build certain incompletions.  See, just like you build some incompletion with your friend, you are not on talking terms with him, same way, you build incompletions with your organs, you are not on talking terms with them.  Just because you are not on talking terms with them, don’t think you can never talk to them.  With your body, with the people around you, bringing Advaitha is my way of teaching you to make Advaitha user-friendly, understand?  This is the best, most efficient way of making the ultimate principles as your lifestyle day-to-day, user-friendly, practical, most easiest.  Please understand, what I am sharing with you is the message for this Yuga!

Ultimate principles are same.  What Vasishta taught Rama, Krishna taught Arjuna, Mahadeva taught to Devi, Kapila taught to his own mother, I am teaching to you, the ultimate principle is the same.  See, when I assume your psychology and your physiology, means, this time available physiology and psychology, and bring those principles to penetrate through this, you get the best version of those principles to be practiced in your physiology and psychology as easily as possible.  Because, the way in which Advaitha penetrates this body and mind, it will penetrate your body and mind, it will become part of your body and mind.  So, this teamily process makes Advaitha as reality for you. 

Sometimes you may feel this process is too simple for you, these are all for beginners.  No!  Listen!  In every step, the success you feel brings you the courage and fulfilment, understand?  In every step, the success you feel brings you the courage and fulfilment.  I tell you, anything you feel as too simple for you and reject, and pick up too complicated things and struggle, takes away your courage to travel, takes away your excitement and joy to travel.  So, even those who think it is too simple and it is for initial level people, please get in.  You will understand, sometimes through the process I just awaken the excitement and feeling “so simple” in you.  When you make a kid jump and cross a small pit, it is not that you were thinking the child cannot jump and then you made it jump.  No!  You are just teaching it the excitement of jumping, joy of jumping.  Understand, most of the time, which you think is very simple and reject, even those simple things, some of the qualities need to be awakened in you.  You may miss that.  Don’t reject. 

Now the teamily process which I am sharing with you all is very simple.  What I am saying is, just prepare the list of what you want to cause as reality, and make your teamily also list out, and all of you share.  You may say, ‘How can you call this Advaitha?  For Advaitha, you have to go to the forest and sit under a banyan tree and you have to close your eyes and meditate till your hair grows and penetrates the earth like a root!  How can that Advaitha happen by a small paper and pen? 

Please listen!  It happens!  That is the first statement I want to make.

Second, with this process I will prove you are able to cause what you want to cause, so that the excitement, joy, strength, which is awakened in you will become a great support for me inside you.  I need my man inside you!  The joy you carry, the bliss you carry, is my man inside you, my person inside you, so that constantly you are excited to live Advaitha.  First I have to plant my person inside you.  Only then you will not give up in-between.  I know the modern mind; it wants instantaneous, quick, immediate result; only then it will even continue to listen.  I know.

Somebody told me, ‘Your satsanghs are super hit!  I am hooked to it!  Because, anywhere I switch on, anywhere I start listening, in two minutes I get a click!’  I have to design the whole satsangh like that.  You watch any satsangh anywhere in-between; means, pick up any satsangh I gave any number of years before; you don’t have to start from the beginning; just go in the middle; within two minutes you will have a strong click!  You are hooked!  Any of my books, open any page; before you reach the second paragraph, you will have a click!  Only then you will be hooked to read, because, that is the only the modern man’s attention can be gained, he will start getting interested. 

So, understand, this science will immediately give you the result.  The moment you see the result, you will be excited, joyful, then start moving in that direction.  The probability becomes possibility.  Whenever you start the spiritual practice, you start with the mood of probability.  The first step of the Master is to move you from the mood of probability to possibility.  If you are lost in the first step, from probability if you move to impossibility, you are gone!  May be one or two births of your life, you will never turn towards his direction.  You missed him, I missed you.  I can’t afford that, understand.  When you miss me, I miss you.  When you love me, I love you.  Because, life is You-Me, Me-You.  Be very clear, when you miss me, I can never be without missing you.  You may be thinking, ‘No, No, I miss him, I love him, but he does not care about me.  He does not care a damn about me.  He does not even look at me.’  Be very clear, the law of life: when you miss me, I can never be other than missing you!  When you love me, I can never be other than loving you!  It is a law of life! 

Whoever it may be, whether it is Rama, or Krishna, or Mahadeva, or Devi, when you love them, they will be pulled towards you to love you!  Whether it is Shiva or Krishna, the moment you remember them, understand, they will be forced to remember you!  Because, it is a law of life!  You can make a ripple in Shiva’s consciousness just by repeating “Namah Shivaya”!  You already made a ripple in him!  Now you made him remember you!  Nothing can be done!  This is the law of life!  The moment you say “Nithyananda” anywhere in the world, I have to remember you!  Because, dharma, the dhamma of life, the truth of life is You-Me, Me-You.  There is no superior you or superior me, inferior you or inferior me.  The moment you remember me, I have to remember you.  The moment you love me, I have to love you.  The moment you miss me, I have to miss you. 

All the techniques, all the methods, all the spiritual practices, all the spiritual process is nothing but just to give you the shift from probability to possibility, that’s all.  And, listen!  The moment possibility is confirmed by your heart, your heart knows the direction.  After that, I don’t need to do something big; I just need to be available to you, that’s all.  See, when you are in the space of probability, you can either fall into possibility or impossibility.  At that moment only I am required....crucial period, critical period.  I just have to see to it that you enter into the space of possibility, that’s all.  After that, simply you will flow, simply you will flow!  You will run!

In those days, the kings from Bengal, they used to come by boat through the Ganga to conquer the northern parts of India.  If their boat, in Prayag – Prayag is the place where Ganga and Yamuna is meeting – if their boat by mistake gets into Yamuna, they conquer Delhi.  If it gets into Ganga, they conquer this side cities.  When you are in the space of probability, you are the same, exactly the same way.  Are you going to fall into Ganga, “possibility” – I don’t want to compare with Yamuna, “impossibility” – or are you going to fall into the other direction, “impossible”?  I just want to help you to move from probability to possibility.  This whole teamily process is to help you move from probability to possibility, that’s all.  All the rules, all the things, whether I give Kotharis five-thousand mala, or Mahants ten-thousand mala, everything I do from this angle only; this “yatha sthaanam”, everything! 

Sometimes people tell me... 

Yesterday one fellow was sending me a message in Facebook: ‘Where are you?  Are you in Bangalore or Varanasi?’ 

Only Indians have the audacity to get into personal without becoming friendly.  They will never bother whether their behaviour, words, are friendly.  They will straight get into personal. 

I sent a message, ‘Can you introduce yourself?’

He replied, ‘Oh, I am a simple man who goes to all the great gurus just to learn whatever I can and whatever they can teach me.  I just want to know what all techniques you can share with me.’

What an introduction!  ‘I am a simple man who goes to all the gurus to learn whatever they can share with me!’  A simple man, will he directly ping without getting friendly, or asking, without request, he will directly ping and become personal?  These so-called “simple” men are the most arrogant fellows! 

Then I just typed, ‘I will tell Swamiji about all this what all you said and get back to you.’  HAHAHAHA!

If the guy is watching the satsangh now, he will be.......!  HAHAHAHA!

I told him, ‘Whatever techniques you want to learn, the website is there.’  I didn’t directly tell; I gave a hint.  ‘Do you know that all the techniques are available freely?  You can just download, read, practice anything....’

I wanted all of you to know, not with pride or anything, the world’s largest spiritual repository is our website!  Please understand, almost like seventy-thousand pages spiritual books are available.  All the books I wrote personally and the translation.  And, of late, the last five-and-a-half years, we have one more plus point: No one can say my books are compiled and edited by somebody else, because, in the Tablet I am writing!  I write and then save it.  Write and then save it.  Write and then save it.  Almost all the Tamil and English books we have in my own handwriting.  My own handwriting!  Of course, other books are not translated; Tamil and English.  Sanskrit I can write, but not that fluent.  Anyhow, Tamil and English, everything, everything we have in my own handwriting.  The whole thing is available.  All of you may be aware, all the books I wrote are available for free download, reading and downloading in our website.  And I also committed, forever I will make this as a lifestyle.  Any time, the books I write, the morning satsanghs I deliver will be available to the world free of cost....free of cost, at the rate of the speed of thought, available in your bedroom a click away!  This is the Vision Statement I gave for my Publication Department.  Because, in our Vedic tradition, we believe that knowledge is free.  Of course, we do ask you to contribute when you come here for experiencing it, so that the Dharma Chakra is kept alive.  Money is used in our Sangha as a lubrication, but not as a structure of the Sangha itself.  It is necessary as a lubrication to run the Sangha, because the hotel is going to ask you to pay, then when I fly no company is going to give a free flight ticket.  So, as a lubrication, money is required.  Please understand, in our Sangha, money’s place is only lubrication, not fabrication.  The whole fabrication structure is not by money; that is by inspiration and energy.  Money’s place is only as a lubrication.

Understand, I replied to him, ‘So much is available.  Have you heard about it?’

He said, ‘No, no, no, all that I saw.  But I just wanted to directly ask you.  You tell me.  I don’t have the time to read all that and go through all that.  You just directly teach me what you want to teach.’

Understand, he is so much bothered about his time, but he doesn’t bother about my time!  He says, ‘I am too busy.’  The first statement he makes is, ‘I am a simple man.’  The next statement he makes after a few minutes is, ‘No, I am too busy to go through all that.  Can you teach me directly?’

I just laughed.  It would have been nice if he had come to the Kalpataru Darshan to get my answer.  HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!  He would have had a real spicy answer! 

Finally, I just typed, ‘I will tell Swamiji what you said and then get back to you.’

One good thing is, my Twitter, Facebook, everything is handled by two-three Secretaries, the Webmaster; all of them handle.  So, no problem.  Nobody knows when I am there, when I am not there.  HAHAHAHAHAHA!  Real “aroopa roopa”!  Because I have nothing personal! I have nothing personal.  I have nothing to hide.  I let these guys; they handle.

These so-called “simple” people are the most cunning.  Many times I get this kind of messages:  ‘I am neither your Thanedar, nor Kothari, nor Mahant.  But I wanted this, this, this, this, this.  Please answer.’

I tell them, ‘What is the reason you have not become a Thanedar?’

‘No, I am too busy.’

When you cannot commit your time, how do you expect that I should commit my time to you?  What a funny thing! 

I tell them, ‘Okay!  I have made a lot of material available to people who cannot commit their time to me.  Read from that and pick up what you want.’

Do you know the worst thing?  They will make me spend time, give answers to their problems, questions, not to practice, but to consider me as one more option!  That is the worst thing!  I spend so much time, energy, everything, and, finally, give them the answer.  Why?  It is not that they are going to practice.  They will just see if this option is okay for them. 

I said, ‘I am tired of being used by these funny people.  Let me work with the people who really take my answers seriously.’

Understand, whenever you come and ask me anything in Energy Darshan or Kalpataru, if I ask you to get horoscope, means, if I ask you, ‘Give me your date of birth or horoscope.  I will reply after two-three days.’, it means, understand, I am taking it seriously.  It means, I believe you are going to follow the solution I give, and I am taking time.  See, there are four or five metaphysical knowledge trends available in Vedic tradition.  Like intuition, astrology, there are four or five metaphysical trends......akashic records.  Usually, when I trust that you are going to follow the solution I give, I will spend time on all the four and cross verify, and give the complete final picture to you.  If I see that you are a casual curiosity monger, or casual visitor, if you are going to consider me only as one more option, I say, ‘Thathaasthu!  Next...!’  These guys will ask, ‘Oh, the person who came before me, you asked him to bring horoscope, photograph!  But, for me you did not say anything.  You gave vibhooti and sent!’  That person is committed!  He is going to take my solution seriously.  So, I am responsible for what I am saying.  He is going to practice it.  He is going to make many of his strategy based on my input: whether to go to the doctor or not to go to the doctor, whether to get married or not to get married.  The person is going to make decision based on my input.  So, I am responsible now!  I cannot be foolish or irresponsible!  Stupidity cannot be celebrated in life.  So, naturally, I have to put my time, energy, intelligence, and see all the three-four streams of knowledge.  Hindu tradition has three-four streams of knowledge for future prediction, counselling, akashic records, horoscope reading, then intuition.  I use all these three-four methods when I want to make some serious decisions, and ask them for the input necessary for all the three-four directions.  Sometimes, I even refer to the naadi. 

So, whenever I ask you to wait for some decision four-five days, don’t worry.  It means I am taking it seriously.  But sometimes people don’t have any respect for my decision.  Then naturally what I do?  Whatever you ask, I say, ‘Thathaasthu!  Please have this vibhooti and banana!  Next...!’  That is called “Banana Solution”!  HAHAHAHAHA!  No, I don’t want to waste time on these so-called “simple” people, understand, who consider me as one more option, because I am too busy with the people who are taking me too seriously.  When people take me too seriously, I become responsible.  As I said, if you remember Mahadeva, he has to remember you.  If you take him seriously, he has to take you seriously.  If you love Krishna, he has to love you.  There is no other way!  If you are integrated to Krishna, he has to be integrated to you.  It is a law of life, dhamma.  If you miss Krishna, he has to miss you.

So, understand, don’t think this teamily process which I am asking you to do is too simple and avoid.

A few Facebook messages I have seen, ‘Oh, Swamiji, what is this?  Such a simple process you are giving, you are asking us to do.  I feel this is for beginners.’  Please understand, still I consider myself as a beginner!  I don’t even want you to use the word “still”, I just want to say, ‘I consider myself as a beginner’.  Don’t reject something in the name of “too simple”, because the effect can be very exciting and inspiring for you to take a big jump!

I received today one more question: ‘I came to see you in Varanasi.  Only you spent one hour with all of us.  But you spend fifteen to eighteen hours with your devotees, rich people!’

I told them, ‘No!  They are not rich.  They decided to spend their time with me!’

What is money?  Money is nothing but your time!  For some people, this money you spend for Inner Awakening is one month’s, for some people, it is two months’, for some people, it is three months’, for some people, it is six months’ of work.  That’s all!  So, whoever decides to spend their six months of time with me, I will be there.  That’s all!  When you decide to spend your time with me, I decide to spend my time with you.  Over!

I sent a message to him: ‘May I know what is your profession?  May I have an introduction about you?  Then I can give you the solution, why you should be in Inner Awakening, and why you are not in the place which you are jealous of?’

And he sent a reply, ‘You are too intelligent.  You cannot be questioned.’

I sent a reply, ‘Without that do you think I can live amongst the people like you fellows?’

Understand, ultimately, I tell you, Advaitha is neither easy nor difficult.  It is just the truth!  The Sun rising in the east is a fact which is neither easy nor difficult.  Based on the fact, plan your strategy when to wake up, where to put the window, how to sleep, which is the best way to put the door.  Use that fact and strategize the way you live, your shelter, your agriculture, your lifestyle, whatever way you can manipulate and use best that fact.  Advaitha is a fact available to you.  If you are arguing to get convinced, or arguing to prove it is wrong, if you are fighting with it to establish your supremacy, whatever you are doing, or you believe it and not act upon it, all this is foolishness.  Advaitha is a simple fact.  I don’t even want to use the word “truth”, because the word “truth” is too loaded.  It is a “fact”.  Use this to strategize everything about your life. 

That’s all I have to share with you all.  So, may be in the further satsanghs, I will lead you further into the teamily process.  Today only one instruction: After you shared the reality you want to cause with your teamily and listened to the teamily’s reality, now decide you will cause everyone’s reality in your teamily.  Start thinking for everyone.  Start thinking for everyone.  This is the next step.  And I will continue to give you the deeper steps by the next satsangh.

Today we are going to really, really have a long day in Inner Awakening.  First, Kaalabhairava Darshan.  Actually, we should have had darshan two days before.  But that hall, the other hotel hall, the height is such that Kaalabhairava cannot stand!  How many of you have seen when Kaalabhairava lands with your physical eyes?  So, how many of you have seen the physical dimension changes – the height and weight?  Please keep your hands up.  Others just look around.  It is actually true.  Drop your hands.  That hall was not....the roof was not high enough.  Of course, medically it looks very funny, but we already did all the checks: after he lands what is the muscle size, all these measurements we took.  There is a very big, very big, humanly impossible gap, humanly impossible gap!  It takes around two-and-a-half seconds for him to land and express through the body.  Two-and-a-half seconds only!  But before that two-and-a-half seconds and after that two-and-a-half seconds, the gap they already studied.  “Medically impossible difference”, that is the word the doctors used.  Medically impossible gap, whether in the height or weight!  I thought maybe it is visual.  Psychologically you believe something is happening.  So, visually your eyes are also prepared.  Because your eyes and mind are direct, what you want to see, you will see through your eyes.  If you have some problem with your eyes, there is something very deep your mind does not want to see.   See, if you love somebody very deeply and you don’t want to see their suffering, your eyes will get affected, because it will start shutting down.  It will give instruction to your organ, eyes, saying, ‘Enough, wind up!  I have seen enough! Now let us retire!’  That kind of subtle instructions will go.  So, understand, whenever you have an eye problem, be very clear, some part of you, you need to complete.  Anyhow....

I thought, may be because people have this feeling something is happening, so they are seeing.  See, first I didn’t notice.  Many of the disciples started giving feedback.  Then I saw the photographs.  Photographs also showed!  Please understand, the same trishul, now it looks taller than me.  But when Kaalabhairva lands, it looks too small next to me!  So, with the trishul size, I started getting doubt.  Then I wanted to medically measure it.  Some three-four times we recorded in that room.  I let Kaalabhairava land and photographed that.  So, the doctors are very clear, medically impossible or unexplainable drastic change!  Anyhow....  May be you guys can see through the eyes.  Anyhow....

When he lands, I don’t feel somebody else has entered into me, but I feel ten-thousand Nithyanandas have entered into me!   Same me, but ten-thousand fold!  Because, in Advaithic space, there cannot be anything two.  Same me, but with ten-thousand times more frequency, entered, expressed!  So, that takes away all the so-called social understandings and relationships.  It is a kind of...expresses all the truths as it is.  So, you have to be very careful when you ask a question to him.  He will tell everything related to the incident.  Everything, maaney (means), everything!  Everything!  He will not be socially correct.  Even though he tells everything, never any problem happened because he tells.  Because, he tells the truth, and he gives the solution.

Let us get ready!  Today whole day, we have long sessions and preparation to have darshan of Kaalabhairava.  I can say, usually 95% of the people experience Kundalini awakening first time when they see Kaalabhairava.  If you are not jumping, don’t worry at all.  Today, the jumping specialist is coming!  He is the jumping specialist!  And in Kashi, I don’t know what he is going to do....God!  I will let all the Mahants and Shrimahants have darshan.  You guys can see through two-way.  All Mahants, Shrimahants, even Kotharis, you guys can log in through two-way and have his darshan!  Because, in Ananda Vana how he is going to come!  First time, Kaalabhairava Darshan in Varanasi, Ananda Vana! 

Please understand, Varanasi has five layers, that is called Pancha Kosha Yathra.  Means, first Ananda Vana, then Varanasi, then Kashi.  There is a base on the original Mahadeva temple.  See, now the mosque is standing, that is on the original temple of Mahadeva.  So, the Jnana Vyaapi well is used as Point Zero.  For Kashi, Jnana Vyaapi well is considered as Zero Point.  The whole Tamil Nadu, you know......very funny thing!  Chennai is not considered as Zero Point.  Madurai, Meenakshi Sundareshwara is considered as Zero Point!  That is the way the whole Tamil Nadu spiritual Panchanga – Panchanga is the astrological calendar – everything is designed keeping Sundareshwara as Point Zero.  So, here, Jnana Vyaapi well is considered as Point Zero for the whole spiritual mapping of Varanasi.  The first Kosha is called Ananda Vana.  The second Kosha is Varanasi.  The third Kosha is Kashi.  Like this, five Koshas are there.  Going around those five Koshas is Pancha Kosha Yathra, which we will be doing, we are already planning.  We just want all these elections to be over.  Then we can go around.  Because, every day, somewhere some road block.  That is why we are waiting.  We are actually not even in Varanasi.  We are exactly inside the Ananda Vana layer.  Means, the first, foremost core area where Mahadeva settled down before Ganga came. 

Please understand, before Ganga came to this place, Devi came and settled.  Actually, the story goes that Mahadeva asked Devi, ‘Find a place.  Let us all settle down with the ganas.’  And Devi finds this place.  And then, after Devi sits, Mahadeva comes.  And then Ganapathi, Subramanya, all the devathas start coming and settling down.  That place is called Ananda Vana.  That place is the first Kosha, first layer.  Then Ganga comes to have darshan of Mahadeva here.  When Ganga came, two other streams joined Ganga – Varuna and Assi.  Then the name “Varanasi” developed.  That is the second layer.  That is the second Kosha.  Then, later on, the name Kashi got developed.  That is the third Kosha.  Like that Pancha Koshas, five Koshas are there.  We are inside the Kosha “Ananda Vana”, the core Kosha.  First time, Kaalabahairava Darshan in Ananda Vana. 

So, all the Kotharis and Mahants can talk to Jnanatma and try to get the two-way video details and everything.  But be very clear, don’t try to do some stupid things like recording and all that out of over-enthusiasm.  If Mahants take charge of the temples, they can allow Thanedars also to come and have darshan. 

Even I don’t know what he is going to do!  This is his home.  Let us have it...have his darshan in his home.  Seeing the lion in his cave!  Let us see what he does!  The whole body language, verbal language, the way he laughs, looks, everything, I feel when I see he is different.  Other than the identity, I don’t feel as different.  I only feel ten-thousand of – when I say “ten-thousand”, I mean “numerous” – numerous of me exploding!  I don’t feel there is somebody else at that time.  I myself have become manifold.  Other than that, all the body language, the verbal language, the way he looks, the way he talks, the words he utters, everything is completely different!  Only thing I am seeing, because he uses this brain, whatever the language this brain already has a software, that he uses.  But even that, the wording structure is completely unknown to me.  My normal usage, my normally available data, the normally available data to me, with which I am relating with you all, that is kept under lock and key.  And same way, even the ethics.  I am such an orthodox vegetarian!  If you guys spend time around me..... 

Yesterday, I went to do this Pancha Kosha Yathra, means, from Varuna to Assi for Kashiya Darshan.  I saw some fishermen fishing.  One guy picked up one fish.  I can’t even see that!  I turned my eyes and body away.  How many of you have observed?  I just turned my eyes away.  I cannot tolerate even that!  Even now I am surprised, when Kaalabhairava lands, sometimes he asks for all this animal sacrifice.  He will tell, ‘Go to the temple and give sacrifice...goats!’  What to do?  When he says, we have to do.  He has his own reason; that is different.  The ethics, everything, it becomes different.  Means, the beliefs, the ethics, the way the dharma is lived, observed, all that orthodox goes to pieces in front of him!  HAHAHAHAHA! 

Even though my approach towards Hinduism is a little beyond brahmanical, my personal lifestyle is too brahmanical.  If I touch something before taking bath, I will not touch that again after taking bath.  I will sprinkle water on it!  Orthodox brahmanical lifestyle!  If you are a South Indian Brahmin, you will understand what I am saying.  Madi, madi.....!  My approach towards Hinduism is a little more uniting and integrated.  Seeing through the core of Advaitha philosophy.  But, if you see my personal lifestyle and ethics, I will not even get into a hotel if I know they will have a non-vegetarian cooking.  I will not get into that zone......get into that area.  I will not go there.  I will not allow any of my food to come from there.  Even if I have to do programmes like this, the whole thing, from rice to even vessels, has to come from Bidadi!  Forget about the same kitchen, even the vessels I will not allow!  If they are cooking non-vegetarian, that vessel, that kitchen, nothing can be used!  Even if it is the same water, I will not allow them to get it from that tap!  No.....you have to have a separate tap!  If they have a non-vegetarian kitchen tap, I won’t!  But when Kaalabhairava lands, all this goes!  And what he does, he does!  My way of living, my way of responding, everything goes!  He just brushes them aside!  But, I tell you, all his solutions are successful!  I can vouch with my integrity for the truth of his words.  See, when they advertise the medicines in the U.S., they advertise: ‘This is the heart medicine the doctors prescribe for their own family”.  And, please understand, I tell you, all the problems our Sangha faces, we ask Kaalabhairava the solutions.  Only his solutions are executed!  Everything!  We win the game!  When we do as he says, we win the game!  He solves it!  He protects us!  

So, I tell you, even the Master uses him to solve his own problems!  Even if the ashramites face some difficulties, some complications, they will ask Kaalabhairava.  So, this is the ISI rubber-stamp!  (ISI = Indian Standards Institute).  This is the stamp for quality!  

I can go on introducing Kaalabhairava Darshan.  The amount of joy he brings....Oh God!  And the wave of joy he creates!

Alright!  With this, I will move to the Kalpataru process.  

All the participants who have come for Kalpataru Darshan in Ananda Vana, please pen down one thought you want to cause as reality, and all the doubts, fears, incompletions you have around that thought.  Let us start the Kalpataru process.

(After a few minutes.....................)

Yes....now let us start the process.  Please sit straight.  Close your eyes.  Drop all the doubts, fears, incompletions, doubts, fears, incompletions.  Hold on to the space for what you want to cause as reality.  If you want health, see you are healthy now.  If you want wealth, see clearly you are wealthy now.  Complete with all the incompletions and drop it.  Namah Shivaya!

KALPATARU MEDITATION IN PROGRESS.....................

Thathaasthu!  I bless you all!  The visualization you hold, let it become reality!  The thought you visualized, let it become reality!  Thathaasthu!

We will have Mahants, Shrimahants, Kotharis meeting....Thursday meeting.  No Thanedars!

I bless you all!  Let you all radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching and Causing eternal bliss, Nithyananda!  Thank you!

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