5th June

5th June 2014 / Thursday

Nithyanandeshwara Samaarambhaam

Nithyanandeshwari Madhyamaam |

Asmath Aachaarya Paryanthaam

Vandhey Guru Paramparaam ||

I welcome all the devotees, disciples, samajis, satsanghis, Shrimahants, Mahants, Kotharis, Thanedars, sitting with us all over the world through Nithyananda TV, Sadhna TV, and two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha.

Cities sitting with us in two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha: Guadeloupe-Rameshwaram, Houston-Kalahasti, Nithyananda University-Los Angeles, Kuala Lumpur-Palani, Tiruvanmiyur-Chennai, Surrey-Canada, Nithyananda Nagaramu-Hyderabad, Ohio-Prayag, Oklahoma-Somanatham, Salem Dhyanapeetam, San Jose-Madurai, Singapore-Singapuram, Toronto-Kailasam, Dhyanatma, High Point-North Carolina, Gyaneshwor-Nepal, Warrington-UK, Miami, Kathmandu-Nepal, Winston-Salem-North Carolina, Hyderabad-Gupta Kashi, London-Kashi, Ohio Ma Shivananda, Belgium, Hong Kong-Sirkazhi, Tuen Mun-Hong Kong, Vishweshwarananda-New York, Nithyananda University-Paris, Dubai-Vaidyanatham, Brooklyn-New York...........

I welcome all of you with my love and respects. 

Today I wanted to expand on this one truth – HRIDAYA GUHYA THAHARA VIDYA!

In all of us, please listen, in all of us there is a strong cognition which is spontaneous for us, which forms the core of our heart, core of our being, Hridaya Guhya, which is cherished in the cave of the heart.  For some people, “I am this body” is the Hridaya Guhya Thahara Vidya.  They function, think, do everything with the understanding “I am this body”.  From morning to evening, painting and cleaning (the body), externally and internally, takes the whole day; internal washing, cleaning, painting, external washing, cleaning, painting takes the whole day.  Even the little remaining time they have, they will be working to get all this, understand. 

All of us have Hridaya Guhya Thahara Vidya – in our heart cave, a natural understanding, a spontaneous flow of knowledge.  Some people think, mind, name and fame, reward, joy, joy which comes when others praise you, that is you.  If that becomes your Hridaya Guhya Thahara Vidya, the spontaneous knowledge about life, then whole life you run behind that stupid Nobel Prize, and, finally, you get rejected and dejected....and you go on teaching “How to Live” to people!

You need to understand what actually your Hridaya Guhya, in the heart cave, you think as your spontaneous cognition about inner-image, outer-image, life-image and others-image, spontaneously what do you think, understand, spontaneously what you understand, spontaneously what you carry.  I wanted everyone of you to know, spontaneously what you carry is what you brought from the past birth.  That is what you brought from the past birth.  My Hridaya Guhya Thahara Vidya, the spontaneous cognition, knowledge I brought in my heart cave is completely aligned to all these four images, completely aligned to all these four images.  Aligned to all these four images!  Listen!  Completely aligned to all these four images!  I may want to repeat this again and again till you listen!  Listen!  That was my spontaneous flow of life.  What do you feel inside you as you, what you declare outside you as you, what you want others to experience you as you, aligning all these four to the best, and constantly, please listen.....

The life happening in you, every moment you feeling “I exist”, is like energy.  To whatever you want, you can infuse that life into it.  If you constantly think, ‘I have so much of SDHD (Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial), I can never become successful.’, the more and more you associate yourself with that, that becomes alive.  Understand, in the beginning, you may not be able to change what happens outside, but you will be able to always change what happens inside.  So, decide, even for a few minutes you will not empower, energize the concept that you are a failure, you are struggling.

A few days before, one of my Swamis was telling, ‘I complete and get out, but again I fall back; complete and get out, again I fall back.’  You want to enjoy this personality!  You are enjoying this space!  You want to empower this idea of “I rise and fall, rise and fall”, because you must be enjoying the effort, hard effort you are putting, understand?  Hard work is nothing but ignorance; you don’t have intelligence to do smart work!  If you are stupid enough not to do smart work, what you do is called “hard work”.  And if you enjoy hard work, nobody is going to say ‘No’; but you are stupid!  Why will you complete yourself and then come out, and again fall into the same ditch, and complete yourself and come out?  Because you empower that cognition “I am struggling, sincere seeker, seeker..!”  Because you set a standard to yourself long, long ago, ‘At least, I will be a good seeker.  Whether I achieve it or not, who knows?  I don’t think I will achieve.  That and all is not possible for me.  But I will be a good seeker.’  And, may be, that is the way you will try to get others’ attention.  ‘See, I am struggling and coming out.’  Stupid thing!  Nobody is ready to listen to your struggle, understand?  How much ever you try to decorate your struggle, nobody is ready to listen to your struggle unless you win the game!  Only when you win the game your struggles are garlanded, respected, worshipped.  Your struggle by itself has no respect.  So, decide to win the game now! 

See, every moment your life empowers some cognition....all these different cognitions.  ‘I am struggling.’  ‘I cannot achieve it.’  ‘I can achieve it.’  ‘I have achieved it.’  All these are just various cognitions, various balloons.  You can fill gas in any balloon.  Your life is the gas.  You can fill the gas in any balloon.  Why do you want to waste your gas in the stupid balloon ‘I am struggling?’  Complete it.  Get rid of it!  ‘I have achieved!’  Fill the balloon of ‘I have achieved!’  Then what is the qualification of achieved, person who has achieved?  Always be aligned!  This aligning, I wanted to expand on this a little deeper. 

Morning when you wake up, just ask yourself:

‘The authentic person who lives Advaitha, how will he wake up?’ 

‘He will just wake up like Mahadeva and bless the world!’ 

‘How will he shower himself, clean himself?’ 

‘Gracefully!’ 

‘What he will do next?  Whatever I am doing, is it aligned to my identity which I want to build as my inner-image, which I want to show as outer-image, the others-image, and life-image, which I want to take the responsibility for?’

Listen!  This aligning, the moment you decide, ‘Yes, this action has to be done if I want to have this outer-image.’, after that no conflict, no question of conflict, no question of contradiction, no question of anything else.  No question of conflict, no question of contradiction, no question of anything else!

In all of your life, what you want to build, clearly decide now, and always align your action to it.  That is what is “spiritual practice”.  In my case, I came with what I want, all these four clearly, and always my actions were aligned to it.  That is why I claim “born enlightened”, understand?  The Hridaya Guhya Thahara Vidya was very clear, the spontaneous expression. 

The way you think, every moment your thinking, let it be aligned to what you want to show you as you to the world, what you want to feel you as you to you, what you want others to feel you as you, what you want to feel as the world.  Again and again and again, align yourself to the authenticity.

Listen!  The best inner-image you want to have, best outer-image you want to have, best others-image you want to have, best life-image you want to have, how much ever you think it is difficult, IT IS ACHIEVABLE, be very clear!  The idea of your difficulty is nothing but your SDHD (Self-Doubt, Hatred, Denial).  See, the mirage water need not be drained for your car to go in the road.  In the summer time, you know, you will see the mirage water in the road.  Do you need to bring big-big motor pumps, pipe, and drain the water for your car to drive?  No!  You just need to understand it is an illusion and drive.  Same way, your SDHD, you don’t need to struggle with it.  You just need to know it is your SDHD and drive. 

I tell you, anything can be given up in your life, anything can be lost, but not one thing; that is: SELF-DRIVING MOTIVATION!  Just if that is maintained, everything is done.  The high self-drive in anything you take up!  The high self-drive is life.  And not having the high self-drive is death, that is all.  That is all is life!  Whenever in your life you lived with the high self-drive, you were alive.  Whenever it was lost, you were dead!  Whenever you had high self-drive in your life, you were alive. 

Don’t remember the moments of money as important moments in your life.  Don’t remember the moments you were rewarded, awarded, as the important moments of your life.  Don’t keep these stupid photographs of your Graduation, lottery win, as the important moments of your life.  No!  When that stupid cap (Graduation Cap) was put and that certificate was given in your hand, you became intelligent?  Don’t keep that as a memorable moment of your life in your house.  Whenever you had a high self-drive, those moments are the most memorable moments of your life.  Keep them as the memorable moments of your life in your house.  I tell you, high self-drive!  Don’t keep that stupid marriage photograph, your Graduation photograph, all that as the memorable moments of your life....your first baby, you bought a new house, first house, all these as memorable moments of your life.  No!  All these happen as an accident. 

The high self-inspired drive moments you had in your life, those moments, memories of those moments, achievements of those moments, it might have been as simple as you took a lawn-mower and mowed your whole lawn, or you took a vacuum cleaner and cleaned your whole house, it can be as simple as those moments; or you decided to hike the mountain and went on a hike, or you decided to swim and swam for two-three hours, or you decided to go for a long Perpetual Completion session and sat for three-four hours in the space of Completion; it can be as simple as any one of these.  The high self-drive moments should be respected, celebrated, worshipped, remembered as the memorable moments of your life. 

All these, the first house you bought, the Graduation Certificate, your marriage, your first kid, all these can be social accidents, you can say, ‘the social accident moments of my life’.  Keep them all in the archives in your house, “The social accident moments of my life”.  But only when you are living in the high drive – it can even be in your office, without bothering about what money is going to come or anything, you just sat for ten days and finished the project – those moments, high self-drive moments, get them as the memorable moments of your life, get them as the memorable moments of your life!  They are only the memorable moments of your life!  They are only the memorable moments of your life!  They only need to be repeated, understand?  The moments which need to be repeated in your life are the high self-drive moments.  Not for money, neither for reward, or for any other things, just out of self-inspiration, the dharmic high drive moments you had in your life are the moments to be celebrated, experience to be cherished, inspiration to be kept alive, life to be re-created, understand?

Please understand, till you can become more and more authentic to your best inner-image, outer-image, life-image, others-image, understand, any doubt you have, any idea you have that you can’t achieve those four, is SDHD (Self-Doubt, Self-Hatred, Self-Denial).  SDHD!  Go on completing with those SDHD.  Go on completing with those SDHD.  Let the external situation not create SDHD in you, not encourage SDHD in you, understand?  The external situation should not be creating SDHD in you.  Constantly complete the SDHD and constantly align yourself to the declared identity, to the best identity.   That is what I call “Advaithic Activism”.  Advaithic Activism!  This is what exactly I call Advaithic Activism. 

Advaithic Activism is my life.  Advaithic Activism is my message.  I expect Advaithic Activism to be your life, and Advaithic Activism is our collective life.  Understand, you need self-drive to complete SDHD.  No one can complete SDHD for you.  No one can complete!  That is the only thing even Guru cannot do for you!  Everything else Guru can do, and only Guru can do!  But, completing with SDHD, even Guru cannot do, only you can do for yourself.  That is the freedom you have – to live or leave SDHD.  Just decide, living with SDHD feels good, or leaving the SDHD feels good?  Living with SDHD feels good or leaving the SDHD feels good?  Understand?  Living with SDHD feels good or leaving the SDHD feels good?  Listen!  Listen!  Completing with SDHD, only you can do it to yourself.

Again and again and again demanding authenticity from yourself, again and again and again asking for authenticity from yourself!  I tell you, if you retain your self-driving inspiration, whether you are a grihastha or a sannyasi does not matter, you will become enlightened!  If you lose your self-drive, whether you are a grihastha or sannyasi, be very clear, you will be a failure.  It is SDHD that matters.  If you complete SDHD, you achieve it.  If you are suffering, struggling with it, your life becomes hell.  So, understand, it is SDHD that decides whether your life is going to have the self-drive enlightenment or not. 

SDHD is like cow-dung.  If that is dumped, even the diamond will be covered, even the diamond will lose its shine!  Just ordinary cow-dung is dumped on it, but even if for thousand years cow-dung was on the diamond, the moment you wash the cow-dung, the diamond will again shine in its original glory!  Even if you are suffering, struggling with SDHD for a million years, if you wash the SDHD now, your inner glory will stand up again, understand. 

Come to the space of Advaithic Activism.  Come to the space of Advaithic Activism.  Come to the space of Advaithic Activism.  The more and more you align yourself to your declared inner-image, best inner-image, best outer-image, best others-image, best life-image, the more and more you tune yourself to that, the more and more you become authentic.  The more and more you become authentic, the more and more you live enlightenment, you live Advaitha.

With this, I will move to the Kalpataru process.

Sit straight.  Pick up paper and pen.  Pen down one thought you want to cause as reality, and all the doubts, fears, denials you have about that thought.

(After a few minutes...........)

Complete with the doubts, fears you wrote, incompletions you wrote and drop them.  Sit straight.  Close your eyes.  Hold the space for what you want to cause as reality.  Hold the space for what you want to cause as reality.  Hold the space for what you want to cause as reality.  Namah Shivaya!

KALPATARU MEDITATION IN PROGRESS...........

Thathaasthu!  I bless you all!  Let you all radiate the possibility!  Whatever space you are holding, let it become reality!  Whatever space you hold, let it become reality!  Thathaasthu!  Thathaasthu!  Thathaasthu!

As you all may be aware, I announced yesterday that our whole Sangha will be called as “Nithyananda Sangha” as the umbrella organization.  The spelling, numerologically corrected spelling, I released yesterday.  You all may be aware of the name, but the spelling, only yesterday I released.  I request all the Facebook Groups to change your names into Nithyananda Sangha-France, Nithyananda Sangha-Italy, Nithyananda Sangha-Slovakia, Nithyananda Sangha-Canada, like that change your names.  But the organization Heads will receive separate instructions, because the NIthyananda Sangha will be more like an umbrella organization.  All the Facebook Groups, the YouTube Groups, Twitter, WhatsApp Groups, Orkut, all of you can change to “Nithyananda Sangha”.  Organizations, please contact your Shrimahants for further details and instructions.

So, Ma Lochana Ananda, Florida, Miami, birthday blessings!  With all auspiciousness, you will be with me, I will be with you!  Blessings!  

With this, we will start the Kalpataru Darshan for all the participants in Bidadi.  I request all the participants to come for Kalpataru Darshan in Bidadi.

I bless you all!  Let you all radiate with Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching and Causing eternal bliss, Nithyananda!  Thank You!

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