9th April 2014 / Wednesday
Nithyanandeshwara Samaarambhaam
Nithyanandeshwari Madhyamaam !
Asmath Aachaarya Paryanthaam
Vandhey Guru Paramparaam ||
I welcome all the disciples, devotees, satsanghis, Shrimahants, Mahants, Kotharis, Thanedars who are all sitting with us all over the world through Nithyananda TV, Lotus News Channel, Sadhna TV, Janashree TV, Eshwar TV, and through two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha in twenty-seven cities in many countries around the world.
The cities sitting with us in two-way video-conferencing having Nayana Deeksha: Singapore-Singapuram, Houston-Kalahasti, Kuala Lumpur-Palani, San Jose-Madurai, Dakota Dunes, Guadeloupe-Rameswaram, Jorpati-Nepal, Toon Moon-Hong Kong, Hyderabad-Gupta Kashi, High Point-North Carolina, Hongkong, Philadelphia, Scottsdale, Gangamma Circle-Bangalore, Ohio-Prayag, San Jose-Madurai, Haridwar, Los Angeles-Arunachalam, Nithyananda Nagaramu-Hyderabad, Toronto-Kailasam, Nithyananda University-France, Juarez-Mexico, Hosur Dhyanapeetam, San Antonio-Texas, Dubai-Vaidyanatham, Bangalore North, Paris, Indrani-New Jersey, Oman-Sivagangai...............
With this, I welcome all of you with my love and respects.
Today I will expand on how Advaitha makes you light.
Please understand, your weight is not physical. Your heaviness is metaphysical. Listen! Your weight is not physical. Your heaviness is metaphysical. Is aircraft more heavier than you, or more lighter than you? Birds which are flying, are they more heavier than you, or more lighter than you? Weight – being heavy or being light – is in no way related to you. How the modern-day physics has developed a theory for flying: If you push more air, your body will push it up, you can be flying. There are so many theories. I am not a great adept in Physics. But you know there are many modern theories developed about flying, how to fly and all that.
In our ancient sacred spiritual tradition, one principle is used to make your body understand and radiate different laws and principles and energies. This one principle, the principle of Advaitha, the one energy, energy of Advaitha – listen – can be expressed in thousands and thousands of ways through your body and mind.
Yesterday I was talking that Varanasi is a city of people who can fly, who have the capability to fly. In Sathya Yuga, the flying was only by “Mantra”. In Dwapara Yuga, it was by “Mani”. In Tretha Yuga, it was by “Oushadha”. In Kali Yuga, people fell on the ground! That is why there are now walking on the drainage!
Anyway, I am going to explain what I wanted to explain, what I wanted to share with you all. Please listen, your heaviness has nothing to do with your body mass. Your heaviness has something to do with your thought-trend. Your heaviness has something to do with your thought-trend. Go on corrupting your thought-trend, you will see heaviness becomes lifestyle. Go on corrupting your thought-trend, heaviness becomes your lifestyle. Please listen, I am not supporting putting on weight. I am not saying you can weigh any number of kilograms you want. No!
Yesterday only we were having teamily dinner with Kotharis in the night, and morning breakfast with Mahants; morning with Mahants, dinner with Kotharis, teamily dinner. I was telling them, ‘The food which stays in your lips more does not stay in your hips more! The food which does not stay in your lips more, will stay in your hips more!’ Because, your stomach does not have teeth; it can’t grind; and the food which is not digested will naturally become fat, accumulate in your body.
Please listen, I am not supporting putting on weight. All I am trying to tell you is, just by defusing the heaviness you feel every morning when you wake up, and just by defusing the heaviness every night when you fall asleep, you can start levitating! The defusing of the patterns, making you feel light, can be done even by the Master’s presence and Kundalini awakening; but after that you should take care that you build the right patterns to retain that inside you. Listen, by defusing your patterns, I can give you that lightness in one touch, with initiation. But you cannot, you won’t be able to maintain it unless you prepare yourself with all your teamily members, convinced about Advaitha. Please listen, not just your husband, brother, father, mother, son, daughter, the people with whom you work are the teamily members; your brain, heart, liver, kidneys, intestines, emotions, anger, love, all of them are your teamily members. Sit with all of them and complete. Because, many times, your anger is pulling you in one direction completely opposite to where you want to travel.
In Shiva Mahapurana, there is one demon described as “Apasmaraka”. Understand, this one demon cannot be destroyed by anybody other than Mahadeva, and Mahadeva also, only in the form of Guru he can destroy Apasmaraka. “Apasmaraka” means, forgetting your original nature. He (Apasmaraka) covered even Devi, put her in delusion, and Devi forgot she is “Ardhaangi” of Mahadeva, Devi forgot she is part of Mahadeva and fell into apasmara.
All of you, whether you are a Ma Swami or Shri Swami, Swami or Swamini, all of you are caught by Apasmaraka; you forgot your original truth that you are an Advaithi, you are in the non-dualistic space. Even Mahadeva cannot kill Apasmaraka by his Trishul. The Purana beautifully says, ‘The tip of the tongue of Mahadeva, the words he utters, only through that he can remove Apasmaraka.’ Means, only by teaching he can remove Apasmaraka. The whole thing what I am doing is nothing but killing the Apasmaraka who has covered your life. You have forgotten your higher existence. You have forgotten your higher possibility. You have forgotten who you are. First you became a victim of your body thinking that is you, and that little excitement is what is life. Then you became the victim of your mind thinking that award, reward, recognition, that is part and parcel of your life and body. Then you became victim of your own ignorance which is a mixture of body and mind; means, the powerful confusion which makes you believe it is a stable organ, the powerful confusion which resides in you which makes you believe that the stable part of you is mind.
Understand, just like a tornado. If you see the tornado in photographs or in real life, you will know it is only a few minutes’ phenomena. Wooooooooooo...! I have seen one tornado and heard the sound; it is almost like a siren! You should understand, a full truck – not an Indian size, but a U.S. size truck – a full truck, around eighty feet, with its complete load will be just sucked into the air and made into pieces like hay-straw and thrown around the area! That will act as a missile and hurt the houses and people! That is the way the tornado destroys. The tornado is just a few seconds’ phenomena; but if the tornado convinces you it is a stable part of your life, how foolish you are! Same way, the mind-body delusion, confusion, which is a few seconds’ phenomena, convinces you – because it happens again and again, and you also allow it to happen again and again – that it is an eternal phenomena, that is mind. If you start jumping from one tornado to another, this moment the tornado will disappear. If you start jumping from one confusion to another, this moment the mind will disappear. Listen! But you are so thoroughly convinced – ‘I have heard like this many things from Swamiji, but nothing works for me. After this satsangh, as usual, I am going to my department, or as usual I am going to do my office work.’ When you are so strongly convinced, you have already made a bridge from tornado to tornado and live in tornado! Understand, life does not need to be tornado. Life does not need to be tornado.
I can see many times, when people are there in the society, they attend the satsangh so sincerely, regularly. But, once they take up Sannyas, it is almost like they have to be dragged to the satsangh! Not only in our Sangha, I have seen everywhere, in so many spiritual organizations. The reason you know? A little clarity between one tornado and another tornado, tornado tolerates. But completely if you are going to go away from the mind, from the delusion, your mind cannot tolerate! It will say, ‘We both are married eternally. How can you leave me in the way and go?’ That tremendous power your mind has over you, that is – listen – that is what is “Apasmara”. Means, making you forget your original possibility, making you forget the amount of clarity you can have, the kind of life you can have, making you forget the kind of knowledge you can have, the kind of clarity you can have, the kind of power you can have, and making you believe strongly you are dull, dead, making you believe you are tired, bored.
Understand, your body-mind confusion is so powerful, just by a small headache it will put you in Apasamara and convince you, ‘Hey, you cannot even handle a headache; how can you handle the sufferings which will come when you leave the body? You are not enlightened. Listen, listen to your body and mind and live. You are not consciousness. Listen, listen to your body and mind and strategize your life.’ The force and confusion which is in you and constantly asking you to strategize your life based on the idea you are just ordinary body and mind, which gives way for powerlessness, that is what I call “Apasmara” – giving way for powerlessness.
I tell you, if you are powerful, even if your bones are fractured, you won’t have pain, you cannot be in powerlessness. If you are powerless, no need to fracture or do anything; just one ant is enough; it will put you in such a terrorized state of confusion and powerlessness! One small ant bites you, one small thorn pricks you, you will scream at everyone as if crackers (fire-crackers) have been put in the back of a donkey! In villages, the kids do this: they tie crackers in the tail of a donkey and set fire to it. The poor fellow does not know from where it is bursting! Wherever he runs, it is bursting! Apasmara is not just tied to your tail; it is tied to your every part, every organ! “Apasmara” means, delusion of forgetting your original identity. Delusion of forgetting your original identity.
Yesterday, this was the theme of the teamily dinner for Kotharis and Mahants. For Kotharis and Mahants, this was the theme of the teamily dinner yesterday: Having clear identity about you, and authentically practicing, becoming authentic about it. Identifying your real identity and becoming authentic about it.
Today we are going to have a session on “Brahmacharya and Sannyas”. If today time does not permit, may be in the next few days we will have the teamily meeting on “Brahmacharya and Sannyas”.
Understand, when you are clear about the one true identity, suddenly you will see the Apasmara is killed. Even if think you are a buffalo, and whole day you behave as a buffalo, and become an authentic buffalo, the Apasmara will be killed! You may become a buffalo, that is different; but your Apasmara will be killed, the delusion will be killed; because, the delusion can be alive, Apasmara can be alive only as long as inauthenticity is alive. An authentic buffalo is thousands and thousands of times better than an inauthentic Indra! Understand, an authentic buffalo is thousands and thousands of times better than an inauthentic human or even god! Many times, you will see, Indra behaves much lower than a buffalo, because he has fallen into inauthenticity. Bringing authenticity to your true identity is equivalent to stopping a tornado. You may ask, ‘Can a tornado be stopped?’ In your inner-space it can be stopped! It can just be stopped!
(Swamiji gives a few minutes pause here, a few minutes gap........)
Understand, every day how your inauthenticity keeps your Apasmara alive..... I gave a few minutes gap for all of you to understand how restlessness keeps Apasmara alive! Now there is no work, and I am also not uttering any word, then why do you need to be so restless inside? Inside you can be just relaxed, passive to receive the words. Because, listening is a passive process. But you try to make this as an active process. You try to make this as an active process. Understand, a natural passive action when it becomes active, or natural active actions when you try to make them passive, the delusion becomes peak. Listening is naturally supposed to happen in such deep passivity, but you see inside how aggressive you are to post-mortem the moment the words fall on you! Words are supposed to be received as a rose, not as a dead body. Only on a dead body you have to do post-mortem. On a rose you cannot do post-mortem. You have to make them thorn-less by pre-mortem! The post-mortem is not the right thing.
Listen...listen...listen with tremendous passiveness. All I am trying to convey by today’s satsangh, the essence is:
Don’t engage, entertain....don’t engage, entertain the continuous confusion as a permanent part of your life. The continuous confusion and delusion, when it becomes a permanent part of your life, you fall in the hands of Apasmara.
Yesterday I was talking to some of the Kotharis, and I told them, the Kotharis, just by not doing what they are supposed to do, they are trying to prove to me that construction is impossible. The Ashram’s Construction Department is infected with such highly disorganized and arrogant fellows, they try to prove it to me that you cannot do! Understand, if this hand is not moving as I want to touch my face, then the hand is trying to make a statement that you cannot bend the hand. So, one of our Sangha’s department is not doing what needs to be done, which is so inauthentic to the Sangha! The commitment to the Sangha is not there which is a crime! The person who feeds you expects you to make the building. The person who makes clothes for you expects you to make the building. And if you suck all the support from the Sangha and you don’t do what you need to do....bunch of thieves! And trying to make me come to the conclusion that it is impossible! But am I the person who comes to that conclusion? HAHAHAHAHAHAH! I gave birth to Vishwakarma! The fellow who is living with impossibility, now he will be the loser. Yesterday night I decided: I am invoking and calling Vishwamarka! You will see now, from somewhere the architects, engineers, contractors, everyone will come and build the Sangha.
I also told, the team which has abused the trust of the Sangha, they will not be part of this construction, they should not be associated. They will not have the glory when this city stands up. They should not have the pride that they were part of this.
When the things were disorganized and people were not ready to stand up, I invoked Kaalabhairava, and he simply made this system of Thanedar, Kothari, Mahant, Shrimahant. Now I can see the whole Sangha knows now how to think and how to evolve.
So, now I am calling Vishwakarma, I am invoking Vishwakarma to build the Nithyananda Sangha all over the world. Because, all over the world, the construction is stuck by the impossibilities of a few brains which we cannot afford. Sangha is “Sa” + “Anga”. Everyone is part. Everyone is part is a great positive thing. And if you are not playing your role, it is a droha (treachery). I invoked Vishwakarma already. You will see now, miraculously the whole thing will be built!
Our Publications Department, etc., nothing was built at that time. Many people expressed a lot of difficulty. It all happened....the moment I invoked Saraswathi, it happened!
Now one more thing: Vishwakarma! I waited, waited, waited.....and I decided it is going too much! So much of the Sangha work is not progressing, but was completely getting destroyed and harassed by a few people who are arrogant, don’t want to change. So, I have no other way other than replacing.
When our Accounts Department was in really dangerous mess, I just invoked Chandikeshwara. See now! What has to happen has happened! Now everything is clear!
I have already invoked Kaalabhairava also to destroy all these cases, legal cases, and free me from all these illegal cases.
Vishwakarma has built Swarga Loka in Sathya Yuga, Sri Lanka in Tretha Yuga – Suvarna Lanka, Dwaraka in Dwapara Yuga, Hastinapura and Indraprastha in Kali Yuga. Now he is going to do Nithyananda Nagara in Nithya Yuga! You will see! How effortlessly the huge Publications Department came into existence! Before this, a few fools had started destroying it. Now a huge Publications Department has come into existence just effortlessly! The whole thing came into existence just effortlessly! You will see now the whole Nithyananda Nagara will come into existence effortlessly! I have already invoked Vishwakarma. He only said one word, ‘Your order, Mahadeva!’ Because, last time when he built Lanka for Mahadeva, Ravana asked for it and Mahadeva gave it away. Because of that, Vishwakarma has a little incompletion: ‘I made it so beautiful for you. But that fellow, Ravana, was enjoying! Using my own city.....and harassing me....!’ This time I said, ‘I will not give it away to unqualified people. I will give it only to my bhaktas to enjoy it. My devotees will enjoy it. You build it. No Ravana will be able to grab it or harass.’
Yesterday, one of our kids was doing Rudra Homa. I went there. I saw that that kid was chanting in a hurry. I said, ‘Stop! Create a space that the heavens should shower. The moment...if the gods accept our “aahuti” (offerings put in the sacrificial fire), the heavens should shower. Create the space that let the gods accept our offering. From the beginning do it again properly.’ He did it. The moment he finished, it showered! I will make our kids perfect this science of Homa. They will become “Yajna Siddhas”!
Forgetting the identity by the constant confusion, forgetting the identity by the constant delusion, is mind, “Apasmara”.
So, with this, I will move to the Kalpataru process. All the Kalpataru participants in Bidadi and all over the world, pick up your paper and pen. Pen down one desire you want to cause as reality, and all the incompletions around that desire. Pen down everything.
(After a few minutes.....................)
Now please sit straight. We will start the Kalpataru process. Complete with all the incompletions you have and drop them. Hold the space for the one thought you want to cause as reality. Visualize that thought as real. Hold on to the space for the one thought you want to cause as reality. Namah Shivaya!
KALPATARU MEDITATION IN PROGRESS.....................
I bless you all! The space you created, let it become reality! The space you hold, let it become reality! Thathaasthu!
We will have Kalpataru Darshan for Bidadi. Before that, Ma Nithya Premadevarati, Ma Mitra’s mother, Juarez-Mexico, birthday blessings for you! Birthday blessings! Bendicion! Bendicion! Blessings!
I bless you all! Let you all radiate Integrity, Authenticity, Responsibility, Enriching and Causing eternal bliss, Nithyananda! Thank you!
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